Dust to dust, Shoulder to shoulder, Back to back...

Now that I don't have the right upon you, I'm just your friend. A friend that could love you till the end. I miss you very much. Even if I can't stand the hurt that I'm feeling, but it's your happiness.
So what can I do, but to let you go.
We did not make it. *cry* But I'm still hoping soon. I would still be here. Loving you silently. Pretending being happy, but I could never be.
I won't be in a relationship for now. I still have a lot of hopes that you will gonna come back again. I just want to stay like this. Remembering all the good times that we've shared. 
You can't spell LOVE in the first place. Coz' LOVE is an expression that you can't tell. It's a deep emotion came from within. 
This is the second time that I felt in my heart torn apart. The sad thing is, the second time was the worse one. I did not expect that it will happen.
But people changed. You can't dictate them what you want them to do.


You know, I was planning of going home and continue  my studies there but, I'm almost in the finish line. 
I will never be became coward again. I will try standing on my own foot. I will learn how to make things up. It's not even the end pf something. I still don't know if I could take this one and finally let go. Maybe I will just sit in front of a million crowd and sit silently like nothing happened.